Zen Gardner aka Don Ferguson’s Sorted Pedo Past Exposed

Another one bites the dust in the Alt News truther movement.  No wonder he never posted any of the child pedo articles i sent to him!

I was honored to have been originally published on Zen’s (Don or whomever) website a couple years back. He was even posting on FE when no one else in Alt media (Activist Post, Waking times, Blacklisted News, etc. etc.)  still won’t touch it. Then i spoke out about the alleged Alt media non disclosures that censor completely FE news and views and got ripped by Zen in an article that Activist Post DID post about FE’ers being on the lunatic fringe. hmmmm.

The Dangerous Mind – Flat Earth Fundamentalism and the Archon Agenda

This communication and outing by former Philosophers Stone is revealing in that they used to share daily posts with one another and now true truthers are doing what they should be doing, policing our won.


To me, there is a difference between fighting for what’s right and being a ‘right fighter’.

Fighting for what’s right is a spiritual thing. It comes from the Heart.
( Meaning – Not focused on Winning – Truth)

Being a ‘right fighter’ is an entirely different thing; it comes out of Ego.
( Meaning – Focused on Winning – Controlling)

When it comes to pedophilia, the Cult Zen was in and advanced in, was all about pedophilia and even Zen admits that (under severe pressure), but he claims to be the innocent bystander, which is not even a tiny bit  convincing. And I do not give sociopaths the benefit of doubt, since that is what they thrive on.
I have always put on my armor, saddled the horse, drawn my sword and gone into battle when kids get in harms way.

The Zen Gardner Revelations: Sorting the Wheat from the Chaff

We had a friendly internet camaraderie, it was only when I found out about your 27 year dance with an evil pedophilia cult that I had to stand up and say something – or I would be complicit in the cover-up, a cover-up that you played a big part in. You seriously scared our mutual friend with your confession and she was physically upset that she could have been so mislead by you over the time you had known each other.

You were a leader Zen – a leader in the Pedophile cult with a doctrine of separating children from their parents and teaching them to “service” their surrogate “nanny”.

There are so many accounts detailing the abuses suffered by children, teens and adults – all during the time when you were a leader, spokesperson, publicist and responsible for damage limitation when child abuse accusations started to damage the cult.

This post by Lynn – about dealing with the guilt – she was in the cult at the same time you were – perhaps you know her ?

How does one get over the guilt?
Well, my question is, how do you as a parent get over the guilt of allowing your children to be abused by other members of the family. Point in question is when I was in the Miami home with Dominique & Lily, Lily made it her personal goal to abuse my daughter Esther, 8 y/o, and Jonathan, 2 y/o. The home was trying to copy the Jumbo style where all the kids were herded like cattle into age grouping, so you only saw your kids for maybe 2 hours a day and @ meal time. My daughter was told not to tell me what she was doing. On one occasion she threw my 2 year old son into a wall because he was crying and on a daily basis would beat my daughter until she was black & blue on her butt and backs of her legs. Because I was in the main house and Lily was in her special house for leadership. Her actions drove my daughter Esther to going to the medicine cabinet and drinking isopropyl alcohol and taking entire bottles of aspirin & tylenol in hopes of being able to get sick so that she could be with me. When children got sick they would have their mother take care of them & Esther knew this. the really sad thing about it is that Esther didn’t tell me that this abuse was occurring until she was much older & we were no longer in the family. She said that the relief of being out of the family was enough to satisfy her, but the emotional scars that were left didn’t heal until much later, if at all.
Many folks say that abuse didn’t occur, but I personally witnessed horrible abuse in the form of corporal punishment with hangers, belts, switches, you name it, and also the verbal & emotional abuse. A child placed on silent restriction for 2 weeks cuz he has a devil because he talked back to an Auntie or Uncle, that’s a bit extreme. Or what about when my husband had sex with a 12 year old girl, Miracle, when we were in Puerto Rico in 1980. She’s the daughter of Rain & Rejoice. It’s positively disgusting that the family denies these abuses and tries to villify all of those that aren’t in the family any more. I’ve spent 13 years in christian counselling, etc. to try & recover from the 18 yrs. of abuse and brainwashing. The sad thing about those still in the family is they are totally oblivious to their demise and mental states.

[Source http://groups.able2know.org/xfamily/topic/770-1]

My motive was, and is, 100% clean and it was extremely difficult to have to be the one that revealed this hideous revelation. Now you want to attack me – I guess I can understand that – you’ve been outed and we know you can get nasty when you’ve come up against people that don’t see things your way. Perhaps its a remnant of the cult brainwashing that you dealt out and no doubt received.

But I did give you the opportunity to expose this in your own words, but you chose to water it down and paint yourself out to be the victim, just as people said you would – brush it away as just a thing in the past. If you were a victim and had escaped, then why did you return after getting out for a year? You were a leader Zen – a fucking leader – you had to enforce the rules and regulations – but now you are just a victim?…. sorry I don’t buy that. Have as much sex as you like between consenting adults – knock yourself out – but who looked out for the children Zen? Even your own son reveals more than he probably meant to in the very first line of his comment on your site.

You say I’m covering my tracks ? to what do you refer ? You said  I’m “hoist by my own petard”. Do you mean my post defending David Icke’s and others position’s after it was intimated at guilt by association by the retard that runs YourNewsWire.com ? I don’t make shit up, tell lies or half truths, lie by omission, cover up or defend pedophilia. So – here’s how it played out Zen – so stop making shit up about me.

Here is our email exchange. I haven’t included your emails to XXXXX, because I was shown them in confidence after I’d discovered some information for myself. I am honorable – I always do the right thing – you yourself asked if I could find out who you were – don’t forget and I joked – that you’re not going to tell me you’re CIA are you. Well I found out – and I wished it wasn’t true.

My Original email to Zen after being contacted by my source…

Whats goung on with You and XXXXX  ? – she’s in a right state.

She’s got something to tell me but its breaking her apart…. WTF

What have you said to her – she said she’d tell me when she feel capable.

Zen’s reply…

Nor sure what to say to you Steve. I was 22 years old, wanted to change the world in the best way possible. 10’s of thousands like me experimented with alternative lifestyles, this one seemed to me to be the right thing at the time. It morphed, the worst part at the beginning was the hierarchical structure and control after some years, later it kept morphing but my intention was pure and it was very hard to break out. If you haven’t been there you’d never know. When it went totally weird I protested and got kicked out as a result. I suffered terribly, as did my family, but we survived. That you hold this against me like you are is quite startling, not allowing someone to change. What about Mark Passio being a witch? What about whistleblowers? Why I didn’t talk about this is self evident by your visceral reaction. All I can say is I’m a new person, and I thought you knew me.

My reply…

Have you any comprehension how sick the news made me feel – and poor XXXXX
You not a whistle blower – you have continued to cover it up until you dumped it on
XXXXX with instructions not to tell me.

At this point I sent him an ultimatum…

After seeing private emails to my source from Zen and other information which I cannot disclose at this time

And followed it up with…

Leave XXXXX out of this – its now between me and you.
So, you worked your way up through the ranks and became a leader in a notorious
religio kiddy fiddling and torture outfit The Family or Children of God.
You were there for 27 years – and yet you now claim you never did the fiddling despite gloating over some of the “Sharing the Love”. You witnessed torture and did nothing – and continued up the ranks You know my task is to flush this sort of shit out.

Hiding, covering up and whitewashing the filth and abuse will never sit with me – ever.  You were actually part of the “damage limitation” control.

So it comes down to this Zen or Don or what ever your name really is. You publicly reveal the full extent of you “working the way up through the ranks” to become a leader, you stop posting your fake “love and light” bullshit on the web, disappear never to be seen or heard of again in the alternative media.

Failing to do this will result in me doing it for you with a copy of the email that you unloaded on X – how dare you put that shit on X. All your email contacts that I have will receive the same information. It will be broadcast across the web, on all website that I have a hand in or know the webmasters. Facebook and Twitter.

I am not threatening any physical harm – I cannot be bought, waved off or threatened.

The one offer I am giving you is that you do this yourself so that you have at least some control over the content and how it is revealed. I have already put steps in motion so that if you fail to do this – all will be revealed to the whole “alternative media” in one hit.

You may reply to this email – either in agreement or refusal. That is the only contact I want.

Failing to reply to this email will result in a copy of this email being sent to your contacts and any others I know.

Your choice.



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